Sunday, November 02, 2008 10:22 PM

Yours truly,♥

today is my grandma final day of funeral..

i reach late.. as i didn't know there was a ceremony this morning...

reach arnd 11+.. ron told us there was a ceremony... that we miss it..

ya.. abit sad.. cos we miss it.. then later.. many ppl went in to talk to grandma..

uncle and cousin... all went in.. to tell her things... then my little niece went in...

she came out crying too.. alot of ppl cried..i went in to take a look at my grandma..

then later.. ceremony start again.. we just sit arnd e coffin... and loud music playing..

after that.. we must kneel down.. cos there is visitor that bow...

aunt and uncle started to shout for grandma... tears drop...

thinking.. i gt no more grandma.. next yr new year.. we have no whr to go...

my mum can't go back to her mum's house any more..

then the ceremony stop for a while.. then my mum was kneeling there...

crying non stop.. tellin me.. i gt no more grandma.. then she started to cry out loud..

so is ron mum and rest of the aunt.. i kneel next to my mum...

suddenly feel so helpless.. i duno what to do.. can only hug her...

i begin to cry with her.. feeling sad...

ceremony again.. this time.. we r told to go out and bow..

then grandma coffin close... every1 start to cry and shout... we r told not to look..

we followed behind as they place the coffin in the car.. i cry and cry and cry...

then later we followed the car.. it start to rain after we walk a distance...

then we board e bus.. later we reach there.. grandma coffin was place outside..

we all touch the coffin for the last time.. and then we went in..

every1 cried.. as we walk arnd the coffin.. later it was being push in...

SAD! is the only thing i can feel.. then later was the cremitory part as we all shout for her..

the last time..

Grandma.. U can leave peacefully.. go find grandpa.. we will always rmb u in our heart..